Raymond

The glassdoors had a perfect view of the bay from his apartment. The ocean carried a vanishing fog away from daylight and as the winds pushed the remaining greyish banks of clouds, the horizon came into view ever so slowly. Some boats could be seen from the distance. He saw seagulls take to flight after a loud horn blew out its signal of approaching shipcargos. In the background, the screeches could be heard faintly though the industrial noise of the harbour drowned their cacophony.

He stood by, looking as the breeze started to fill his nostrils with the harbours disntinct self, that peculiar smell of salty airs that made him feel like dipping himself unto the vast ocean. There was something about that bay that attracted him so much. The mornings made it all the worth while. The sun gave spectacular shades of reds and purple colors and every now and then seal lions would scatter themselves throughout the sandy beaches just a mile away from his house. People would crowd, businesses loathed them off course, but Raymond loved them. The raucous they made was a week thing as opposed to all the year-round humanity nuisance people brought with their presence.

There were no plans for the day. Used to stress, it was unsually calm even for Raymond’s constant demands that silence reign at particular hours of the day, no one was to disturb him between 4 and 6 for example, no matter who it was so this eccentricity of his did not bypass a few ill comments from his collegues who deemed this sort of behaviour somewhat odd. Once, a secretary of his had the gull to barge into his office with an urgent matter that requiered his presence in a vital stake were his company had placed huge amount of money and that of others and while the interruption had saved his company from near collapse the infringement costed the secretary his demotion to a lesser departmant at company headquarters in Fukuyama, a long and distant city which requiered the employee to move.

Raymond was a 33 year company share holder and one of the most young and promising company executives at Osaka Syosen K.K.

He took a cigarrette out and watched how the approaching boats came into harbour to unload their cargo, from afar he saw one of the company’s freighter approach and how the men in deck moved so hastily, about to anchor. It was a boat that had been detained by North Korean toll agents and had made newsheadlines for days as it created a diplomatic row between Japan and North Korea, at last and to everyone’s satisfaction The MS Kinai Maru was granted permision to go ahead and continue its journey to one of Japans most important harbours, so the crew awaited impatiently at the docks, to unload the goods and ship them off all over Japan.

It was then his eyes got a hold of a beautiful young lady jogging across the wet docks. He had seen her two days earlier at the local market and became impressed by her careful and detailed pickings of spices that were surely destined for a scrumptious meal. He stared at her and she did not let this look go unchallenged. She returned the icy cold look that Raymond was giving out.

He settled back into his room.

He grabbed a book from the bookcase that aside from the dragon and tiger sateen hand made Shiki futon and televison set made for his spartan bedroom. He believed in Zen philosophy and every now and then dipped his innermost thoughts in this type of thinking. He began to read and she came once again into his view, only this time she was in his head, who was she?

*Originally published November 17, 2003


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está dos-tres

Se da lo que se llama el choque cultural cuando nuestros estandards se ven cara a cara.

Los estandards del tijuanense, adquieren un estandard gabacho.

It comes con el territory.

Por eso, el conflicto entre la población tijuanense del que nadie habla: los tijuanenses son flojos.

No es que seamos flojos, simplemente caminamos en un valle de perplejidad.

No entendemos el estandard mexicano cuya matiz requiere subservilismo.


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George Orwell: Politics and the English Language (1946)

In our age there is no such thing as ‘keeping out of politics’. All issues are political issues, and politics itself is a mass of lies, evasions, folly, hatred, and schizophrenia. When the general atmosphere is bad, language must suffer. I should expect to find — this is a guess which I have not sufficient knowledge to verify — that the German, Russian and Italian languages have all deteriorated in the last ten or fifteen years, as a result of dictatorship.

But if thought corrupts language, language can also corrupt thought. A bad usage can spread by tradition and imitation even among people who should and do know better.


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uncanny intra muros

I liked the following political cartoon by T. Sifuentes P.

I did so because it typifies to the dot the inmigration problem between US and México.

On the one side we see Uncle Sam leaning against a wall that our good friend Jorge doble U Arbusto signed into law. On the other a what may be perceived as a mexican peasent trying to hold back Uncle Sam’s weight.

It is laughable because one of the many current storms hitting México these days is the fact that gíüero Americans are more and more choosing several mexican states as their primary choice of retirement these days.

So many states in México, say, Baja California and Baja California Sur are being flooded by retirees of all kinds from the US.

What is the inmigration verbal tit for tat rethoric gonna do for our North American lives is yet to be known.

Yet, as an spectator, I can’t help but see irony in all of it.

The iberoamerican, as we are known in Spanish lingo, in the cartoon, is trying to hold back a Gíüero civilization that is already in place and Uncle Sam reclining against a wall they themselves built to detain a force they don’t understand.

There are many interpretations here at once.

But one can’t help seeing the irony reflected in the cartoon. And am all for it.

The big flop

He seguido con detenimiento la Marcha Contra la Inseguridad en Baja California. Y de los pronosticados 30 mil sólo 600 [ahora el Frontera dice que 1200] de ellos han llegado a la meta.

Supe desde el principio que la Marcha serí­a un fracaso total porque los organizadores son sólo medioclaseros.

Y es que el problema de inseguridad en Baja California ( sí­ tan sólo son tijuanenses) sólo habla de gente de bien, la mayorí­a radicada o en San Diego o en lujosas mansiones de Tijuana.

El periódico Frontera, que supuestamente deberí­a de hablar de la población tijuanense en general, sólo abarca a cubrir problemas de los medioclaseros que usan Tijuana como su vaca de ordeña, o sea, ni siquiera el 10 por ciento de la población. De El Mexicano ni se hable, soló cubren problemas que un pobre jornalero ni siquiera tiene el gusto de darse el lujo de saber cómo es que la sociedad en que vive lo jode tiro por viaje.

La inseguridad es un problema de medioclaseros, no es de la población en general. La pobreza es cabrona pero no, ahí­ tienen a la policí­a actuando como mediador entre estas dos brechas sociales.

Lo peor de todo es que es la clase media la que deteriora a los cuerpos policí­acos pues es la clase educada la que sostiene los riendas del poder en Tijuana, no los pobres.

Los corruptos son los jueces, los policí­as, los polí­ticos, los burócratas que saben como corre el agua pero que no ponen el dedo nunca.

Los pobres son sólo chivos expiatorios y eso, a demostrar por lo de la Marcha, bien lo saben.

Esto también le servirá al PAN de lección, pues la pregunta más natural es que sí­ el PAN y el PRI son tan amigos ¿dónde pues quedó la bolita?


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Oaxaca

Argh, so much shit is happening in Oaxaca that the linguistic pull is inevitable, I spend tremendous amount of time trying to keep up to date with the conflict. I sometimes collaborate with the Agonist and turn in pieces there but right now I just read and keep on reading.

I am kissing my broadband cables as we speak because I get to listen and see the events in a minute by minute fashion. It is just too bad that I need to sleep and believe me when I say that had I the chance not to I would.

In México the universities are supposed to be autonomous but they really aren’t. This PAN lead government really are a bunch of weird burocrats. Am sick of their policies and I just want them to get the hell out of the political spectrum.

I realize that conservatives besides being the bulwark of change also have the duty to take advantage of every loop hole they can find in order to stop even more sinister forces from taking over our system but, but, they are also a force that must be battled.

This is the nature of politics and as a political creature I tend to represent the other side. How have we allowed the conservatives to gain so much power is beyond me but I can imagine things that now I see as being necessary evils, such as the conservative purpose in our society.

This is the society that my generation has created. By being unsymphatic to the whole establishment we allowed for conservatives to take over and now we are paying high for not participating in a system that only has its rules about change rather well cut out, fit to made, for those in upper echeleons.

If we manage to gain power I hope that we destroy every piece of conservative shit that only benefits the few.

No freaging mames gíüey …

A ver, I had to rub my pinches ojos and wash my specs at the very sight.

I couldn’r freaging believe lo que leí­a delante de my screen.

Oso + Sensory Overload = true?

Of all the unlikely people. I just can’t get it over my head. Shí­jole ese.

Adelante.

You don’t need my stinking blessings.

Aztlán is only the better for you guys having met.

Desde Sweden, un toast.

heal cotidianos

I just asked Logovo to send me some pills. Mind you I just want them for the looks. There is something about having the medicine in my house that is comforting.

I guess that one can go on about nostalgia and all that but for me it seems to be more than that. Seeing the product in my bathroom cabinet makes me feel at home. I know it’s weird.

So everytime I leave Sweden for Aztlán I inevitably end up carrying wads of medicine that in most parts goes unused, out of date and in thrash cans.

I guess am a real Xicano, after all, I also tend to recurre to household medicines passed on on to me by my kin. I already introduced the honey and lemon cure for coughs to my kiddos and I told them just about probably the same stuff my own did to me.

However, seeing the old medicine boxes are there for more than just easing the longing. They are their to remind me of my past, just like honey and lemon.

Oaxaca burns

I spent some part of my evening listening to internet radio last night. It was Oaxaca live being repressed by Vicente Fox and Co.

It is curious how Vicente Fox is portraid these days. He is a regular George W. Bush and his circle of pals. A reality based community which somehow fails to match ours.

Either way his government at last sent federal troops to restore order. It had to take several lives before his government decided to send in the troops though am guessing wildly and with haste that it only ocurred so at the behest of the Reds in power in the White House. One American had to perish for Fox to repress the turmoil.

I listened intently. Helicopters hovering above, people detailing the troops movements and how some people suddenly lost phone communications.

The local university lost also radio transmition and their phones were jammed.

The government sent in water tanks, the very same ones that Salinas de Gortari bought before he stepped down from office.

In the end, the federal government flexed muscle, restored so-called order and they will continue living their own sorts of realities.

Meanwhile, news from Europe and Latinamerica showed that we are globalized, while Oaxaca burned, many protested the federal government’s intervention. Thanx be to them.

Whilst the people in the streets, fighting still for their democratic rights get no hearing from the power structures.

Telmex used its power to disable phones, mass media used its power to ignore the conflict: while Oaxaca burned many television stations were showing soccer games; many mexican citizens lost their lives, countless are in jails, some being tortured and a conspiracy theory that the drugslords are colluding with the mexican government to quell dissention.

The government is showing arrogance and am sure this is just the beginning of a greater theater scenario yet to come.

Though the retaking of the capital of Oaxaca had its consequences, the leaders did manage to disperse peacefully. A few, received the federal police with white flowers and showed light resistance. Am sure they are just planning their next move.

Felipe Calderón is their target now.


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Oaxaca burns

Qué saicorrón, escuchando el desmadre en Oaxaca, desde la comodidad de Suecia.

Me hace recordar al gabacho que dijo que la revolución no será televisada, Gil Scott-Heron.

En estos momentos las tanquetas, pagadas con impuestos del pueblo, están tirando chorros de agua y el pueblo quiere hacerle como Tian’annamen Square.

Y es que de seguro la tele mexicana ni siquiera le da por informar el desmadre que ocurre a nivel nacional. Azcarraga is a piece of shit, Slim too.


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